And I see you all standing in a horizontal line...and as the clock continues its rotation, I see more of you appear--silouhette like...blue and forming. You have proven your truth to me, and I stare at you with eyes glazed from tears of joy. How blessed am I to have you in my life? What did I do to deserve you--to deserve your love--to have you care so wonderfully for me? And I have had doubts--doubts without any solid basis--but you have struck them down.

You make me weep out of thankfulness to Him. You make me smile out of sincere contentment...and I thank you. I thank you for accepting me as I am, for embracing my quirks, for dealing with my anxieties and failures. He loved me enough to put you all into my life, and I sit speechless as I see it all unfold.

I find myself in a place of speechlessness...and only the supernatural tears that stream down my face can explain the depth of the atmosphere...  And I try to sing, but the words cannot come out...they are shut up by the streams...but as they sing...and as they lift their voices to the heights of heaven, they are singing for me.  Their words are my words...and they capture every crannie of my inner being...every feeling of my soul.  And we are all one.  I am them and they are me...and we all want to adore Him...and I love Him so...so much that I can't explain...to a point that I cannot speak, but struck with awe...hearing those words that glorify Him...those musical hues and tones that are played as high as skillfully can be...and what can I do? 
What can I possibly do?! 

I lay on my face...I am struck still...and I see...I see the greater purpose of my life...of life, of love, of peace, of Greatness, and I dwell there.  Oh, how I never want to leave...Oh, how everything else in this world is so miniscule...monumentally trvial...worthless in comparison...nothing of nothingness...a snap, it is...and here, there is timelessness...and I sit in that ceased rotation and simply dwell with Him...my Love, my Life.  I pour out my heart with much more than what words could possibly express, and I am immobIle...caught up in His majesty...unable to do the simplest of tasks...feeling air so crisp and pure that I breathe slowly and peacefully...while my spirit jumps within me...so much that I can barely contain, and they sing from their core...their voices aligning with my love...us all in harmony that lifts higher than we can possibly imagine...and we sign the card...but can't we do more?! 

And I lay face down...as low as I can go...as high as I can be...at His feet, thanking Him for my life...thanking Him for just being who He is...my Lord, my Love.  I long for my heart to feel the breeze that is so evident...so clearly visible...so loving and real.  I rip open and take it all in...my nostrils expand...the coolness consuming us all.  I dwell.